It has been a while. After all, there was not so much that we can talk right? We are totally opposite of each other.
Turn out, his brother going to have a graduation by the end of November, near my working place. Oh my, I haven't stalked his family much that I have been so ignorant. LOL
So, he was actually asking me the direction of the place. Well, I felt awkward because me myself had never gone to that place too hahaha. Luckily I got Mr Google to lead the way.
Anyway anyway, I did told him to message me when he arrived.
I was a bit feeling disappointed as the end of November approaching as he doesn't text me. I thought he might forget to text me, or I was not that significant to him. But then I was occupied with work so it was not bothering me much.
How wrong I was.
He texted me on Friday morning saying he has arrived, as his brother is going to graduate on Saturday. And how nice it was as I got the weekend off on Saturday. Thing has fallen so well into its proper place.
Oh my oh my. It has been so long.
As usual, I feel a bit awkward to meet him, just him and I. Because I am not a conversation continue-er. That's to say I thing I have hard time to make a conversations going on.
So I did try to invite my other ex-batch mate to go with me. But how unfortunate that every of them got things to do already.
Hmm. So that was it. I was going to meet him by myself.
I was not being flirty when arranging the meeting. But when I told him it was going to be just him and I, then he said
"Just the two of us?? So it is a date again, right??"Oh my.
I don't know either to laugh, or to actually cry. To laugh as to take it as a joke, or to cry as I do hope we can date, get married and have babies. But then, we can't.
...
Then he said he was going to invite his siblings to go with us too. And how sweet he was to ask my permission if it was okay. Oh my. How sweet. I felt like a lady already. Haha!
Well of course it is okay my dear. You are not mine alone. :P
So there I was. I arrived at his staying place quite early. So I was just walking around the place planning to kill some time but then, I saw him walking with his family. I was trying to hid but then if I was seen as I was trying to hide, it would be so awkward. isn't it? Hahahaha.
So I just went to met with his family straight away.
He was so close with his parent. He even kissed and hugged his father and mother before went out. Well, I saw that act in one of my patient's family. They hug and kissed their parents whenever they met.
Hmm... I knew him and me can't be together because he surely won't even dare to broke his parent heart.
We were just talking about work. I think it was quite weird as I was imagining my self dating with him, with his sibling went with us. Being a good sister-in-law-wanna-be *in my mind*, of course I also need to had a conversation with his siblings.
All the while, I can't stop staring at him while was talking. Honestly, I don't really follow what he was talking about.
He is good-looking as he always be. But his hair getting lesser and lesser. Bahahahahaha XD
It was to my knowlede that he had a tough time with his work as he got extended. He need to stay in the same department for 6 months. Oh my. I am really is so lucky as everything went smoothly. Alhamdulillah
But then, I am sure he must be so excellent now.
At the end of our the meeting, he parked his car, then when his sibling went back into their room, he said to me,
Okay. Now may I send you to your car now? *cheeky smile*And I can't stop being cheeky too to say,
Oh. I thought I was going to send you to your room? And don't you want to invite me for a cup of drinks?Oh my. Sluts. Haha
Before leaving, he touched me on my shoulder, asking how's work etc again.
It was okay my dear.
At the end, we parted our ways.
Hmm... I felt wanted to hug him before parting but then I am not a hug-started.
I cried literally, and in my heart in the car after that.
I felt jealous of his wife-going-to-be
Not sure if I would go all the way to his hometown to attend his wedding. Haha!
But then, I am too going to marry soon. I need to stop all this...
