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I have finished my exams!! Yeay!! Right now it is the time to relax, but only for one day because on the next day, we will have the pre-internship for three weeks. Oh what the hell.

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Anyhow, I am shocked to see that my page view has increased after leaving that one comment to a certain blog. Welcome to new visitors, thanks for commenting, and I am deeply sorry if my blog content is not worth your time.

Now I feel pressured because I realized there are going to be other people who will read this blog. So I think there will be no less hopeless and desperate post lols

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Regarding the title, today while waiting for my turn for the exam, I was hanging around with a group of girls (and one straight guy) when I heard that one of the girls (or more? seems like more) had given that straight guy present during his birthday (maybe a card too), which was no too long ago.

Suddenly I have this feeling of jealousy anger.

You see, during my birthday a month ago, I decided to hide my birthday, because I would to see who would remember my birthday without the facebook notification. And also, wanting to test my popularity, because Mr G hides his birthday but the he still got lots of wishes.

In the end I get very little birthday wishes, while Mr G still got a lot of wishes, as always. I think one of the reason is he has sisters (who initiates all the wishes) while I got brothers. It takes no brainer to know that guys don't give a damn about birthdays.

Anyhow, I don't know what am I to these group of people that I mentioned previously. I mean I went to all their birthday celebrations (except the one that the girls did in their house) and I believe I attend more birthdays than that guy, but I only get birthday wishes on twitter while that guy got a present! and maybe cards!

Well I don't give any of the girls present because they invite me like in a short notice. But I think that guy are not giving anything either. He doesn't even come!!

In the end, I guess that guy are so excellent in social skills which I am suck at. I think it is an quite a skill to be able making people realize you presence even when your body wasn't even there.

I hate that I suck at socializing. And when I am being nice people took me for granted.

Mr G

Orientation unlocked?? lol

I am quite happy today. My morning started out not really bad, except a little bit of feeling tired. And also, frustration. As usual in my apartment we don't have water at noon.I guess because the water pressure get very low because all the people who lives below hogging the water taking bath every hour (sarcasm).

But despite of my sleepiness, I still need to get out of my bed because I need to go to the bank to draw some money, to pay the internet bills and then went to buy some mineral water. It is summer, water become so important to keep one hydrated.

It is so damn weird to see that mineral water become a scarce commodity at this moment, when all this time they are just sitting in the boxes or in the fridge in every grocery stores. Right now, all I see is Coke, Pepsi or another flavoured drinks. No mineral water. Nada.

Anyhow, enough of my rambling.

About my happiness, I was walking towards my house while lifting the heavy water worth 16.5 liter. Then suddenly I heard a whistling sound. When I looked at the source, I saw Mr G was sitting in a restaurant waiting for his take away meal.

Usually with other colleagues I just wave back and continue my journey because I was really tired and sweating profusely but I guess my dick fondness on him automatically moved my leg towards him.

We haven't been talking for sometimes because we don't see each other much. During our conversation i asked about his previous examination. He said it was bad. I pitied him. But I love it that he is being honest. But as every student in here, they just make things look bad than it was when it was actually not. 

Nevertheless, we talked for some time and he keep on patting me after knowing my hardship. Maybe I exaggerate a little bit.

He smiles and he pat my shoulder many time. Dear Mr G, why your are such a sweet heart?? I don't think I can ever get over you.

The talk

I played futsal again with the guys. This time, Mr G came as usual, while Mr H came a bit late.

As I told you before, I just starting my futsal regime recently, and thus I am getting frequent sprained ankles -.-

It was amazing to know what these so called "sporty-man" aka jocks do when they are not playing. They are gossiping at the bench lols

Yeah really. Before this I only thought other than the girls, only the gay and mostly the effeminate one who love too gossip. Well big news, guys do it too.

Me, as usual, pretending to checking my handphone while listening to their conversation. Well I think they already knew I was paying attention to their conversation anyway. They realize I am getting nearer. Their voices was too low!!

Among all the gossip that they talk, I am amazed listening to Mr G's advice to one of the guys there, saying if he (the other guy) wanted to get married, he should choose from our batchmate. Not only because we are all going to be a doctor someday (God-willing) but because we know them at some extend and we can be sure they are not 'wild' like in Malaysia.

I was about to chuckle when listening to that. But also at the same time, feeling hurt.

First, because that guy also is my crush. But I think that he is so homophobic and even when looking for a girlfriend, he is too choosy. He got the Korean guys good look (we all tend to tease him by saying he just look like a Chinese in the remote village of China). But honestly he is really pleasant to look at. I would like to have him as my BF lols.

Listening to this talks I was like, what happen? He has been working out lately and his biceps is yummeh. I still can resist him because he don't have tone abs, yet. But even before he starts working out, I think I already like a lot of girl like him.

Well secondly, I am amazed that Mr G was the one who gave that advice. I knew that he don't have any girlfriend, yet, but with his statement, it seems like, maybe he is looking too?

And today a girl was asking a question inside our FB group and then he makes the effort to print screen and edit a photo to answer that girl question.

I was like, there must be something going on. No guys can be too nice to a girl, neither be just a friend.

Or maybe I am just a drama queen LOLS

That girl maybe pious but she is not that pretty. Jealousy, maybe. LOL again.

Thirdly, if they really looking for a life partner now, that would seem they are so desperate. I mean we are all going to be graduating later in about two months. And speaking from my experience (LOLs) there always be one who better in the future haha.

And if they want to seek for a proper wife, the also need to be at the proper place. You can't find a wife who is a good cook at futsal field.

But whatever it is, I think finally I don't care with whom Mr G will end up. But the most important things is he is happy and at least I am not the last person to know about it.