One week

It has been a week since I went into the hospital, working as a houseman.

It is true what people said about the depression and the stress that one will felt, till one can't stop thinking to quit working every other day.

Things was quite unfavourable for me because the hospital I have chosen, decided to revert using the on-call system, because of houseman inadequacy in number.

So, not only you going to work long hours, but when you are on call, you are going to be by yourself.

OMG!!

Imagine, if I was on call, suddenly a patient having dyspnea.

However, the people inside my department is quite nice. Only a few of the specialist was quite strict. My department, the Orthopaedic is to said the most relaxed department but for me, I was about to my limit.

I wonder what would I be when I went into a more hard and horror department.

I guess if you don't think about it too much, it won't affect you.

I just do not want to be extended.

But that was not the thing that I want to talk about

Yesterday, a very cute senior houseman was on call. So I was with him in the day. He is so nice.

I think he is a bit shorter than mine but that face, that smiling face, has melt my heart.

I definitely wanting to jump on him. Bahahaha *slut*

OK honestly I don't have much idea to write, also I thinks that I should use my off day as beneficial as I can other that writing rubbish. XD

So, toddles!