Eid

So how are you peeps?? Long time no see! *crow's sound*

Currently I am in the first month of the second posting. Medical posting.

Honestly, I am too grateful. My colleagues who had their written assessment, most of them need to be re-assessed. And one of my friend who entered into the previous posting two weeks after me, she got extended for two months.

OMG.

Seriously, we had it easy. Praise be to God.

So, how was I now?

Well I am so occupied with my works. Everyday if I was not oncall, I go to work at 6:30 am, going back also at 6:30 pm, the earliest. Oh my.

Things don't get better when I only got two days off for the Eid. Well not really two days off, because I was post-call on the Eid itself. I know I should've expected this when I decided to do medicine but then... I can't help to rant.

So today I am a very grumpy doctor. LOLs.

Anyhow, talking about Eid, one couldn't separate the day with the moment of being together with family. And of course, with my parent especially my mum.

I still remember I just go back to my hometown after my work finished (I think), even going full speed while I was on the highway (thank God nothing happened). Then when I arrived, I felt so touched when I was going to kiss my mother's hand, she kissed my cheek.

Mother's love.

Now I am so sad because I can't be with her longer.

And things don't get better when works are no better. Got a ex-IVDU patient who removed his branulla previously and I failed to redo the branulla.

Urgh. Tiny sclerosed vein.

I can't stop thinking why the hell la I am working this hard for others?? And maybe why the hell I should be bother to treat this fellas?

But then, that's on of the job descriptions of being a doctor. Also I felt relieved after poking him numerous time. Oh evil me. Well it was unintended. 

At least I don't have to worry about money.

I should be more grateful.