Assuming Beki Disorders

I was surfing the web searching for hot shirtless photos of a certain celebrity when I stumbled upon a web page and read the post titled Assuming Beki Disorders 

It was amazing when I found that I got all the signs and symptoms of the disorders, which on the other hand totally made me realized my feeling could be just an imagination thus I feel like it all crumbles to the ground.

I haven't see Mr G for sometimes because we have different schedule for our clinical round. Even though we both have daily lecture, but usually if we don't have class after the lecture, we don''t usually come. As for me, I do attend most of the lecture, and sometimes it clashes with Mr G round but I just saw him from afar in the lecture room and I just quickly made my move to go home after lectures.

Today after not coming to the morning classes for sometimes, I came. I was reading some of the notes because the professor came late when suddenly the people at the end of my bench was making a commotion.

Mr G came with a shirt with texts that said, "Drop Dead Gorgeous"

LOL. I was also teasing him because I thought he is someone who wore something that is publicly accepted. The boys in my batch is one who will definitely comment on everything that's weird. Well Mr G is not someone who wore shirt with texts but above of all things, he wore the shirt so well.

Anyhow, I love it when our eyes met, he asked that he haven't seen me for sometimes. Damn, he was using the same sentences that I've used on him before. 

After the lecture, I want to talk more with him but it seems that he need to go somewhere for urgent business. But suddenly we need to queue to get our name card. During the queuing we talk a lot. For your information, I don't watch soccer before but for some reason I was interested to try playing Fantasy Football for EURO 2012.

I was so obsessed by it, making me wanting watching all the matches and also making statistical analysis on who is the best player. I do have a very big exams in the coming months. But by doing that, I have a lot of things to talk with Mr G.

I played as anonymous, reluctant to tell Mr G what was my team name (because it doesn't perform well lols) but I was touched when he told others and assuming that I played well. Aren't you a sweetheart?

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Somebody hold my handphone then posted a tweet using my account saying "Hi, I am gay". I already knew her being mischievous, and would thought she would posted a tweet like "I am cute" like what she does to others but she posted that.

I am cool with that because well you feel uneasy when that thing is true so I'll just pretend it was nothing.

Too my surprise, many of my friends replied with, "we already knew you are". OMG I am sure they were joking but I wondered if maybe some of the really "see" it in me?

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I went to Mr H's house after going to the house next to his for some matter. As usual we talk and teased. I saw him in towels lols. Too bad I don't have my spectacles with me so it was kinda blurred.

Anyhow I asked him where he would work after graduation. And of course his answer is his birth place, K.

I told him I still haven't made up my mind yet. Surprisingly, he suggested that I got work with him. They are a lot of other batchmates who will go there too.

My heart totally agree with the suggestion and starting to imagining that I could work with Mr H and Mr H but I have so many things to consider. As I said before, I have a girlfriend.

Damn I am not sure if it is ok to say this or not but I sometimes regretted to rushing declaring my relationship with my GF. If we were not official, I just can do what I pleased.

Totally my fault feeling desperate when seeing other people got somebody special. If only I be patient, I could be unattached.

But on the other hand before this my mother kept on bugging me if I got anyone special. And when she knew  it, she insist on making it official. So it was her fault partly

As for now, I am touched that Mr H invites me to work with him. Of course, I would assume he does have interest in me or maybe it was just me having the Assuming Beki Disorders LOLs.