What if

I would like to post a picture of Mr G and me. I want to make it cartoon-like, to keep the anonymous status. But it was a hassle to edit it. Furthermore, I have an upcoming examination. So that can wait.

Recently there was nothing new between him and I. Well what would I expect, right?

We have our revision for the said exam a few days ago. I saw him again. But we don't really talk much. Damn, it was the season of European football league now. If I only have my interest in the football, I would have lots of things to talk about. But nay, even if I must hide my sexuality, I pledge not to hide my other discontents. I mean if I don't like watching football, I won't pretend to like it.

I stayed a bit after the revision finished, trying to collect any other information from my colleagues. He was the last coming from the room. He did stick his head into our group discussion for a while but then he walk away. I still stayed to listen my friends explanation. But now I regretted the decision of now asking him to go back together. Hmm...

As I was feeling tired from the endless reading (read: procrastinating) I decided to stalk his Facebook profile, on my iPad so it won't get obvious to my housemate. LOL.

OMG. He is so handsome in every photos and never once dressed badly. There is one piece of black hoodie he wore that really suit him. I myself never saw him wore that but I guess he must have quite a collection of clothes. He did always wore a white sleeveless hoodie.

He is lucky to be blessed with such a lean and toned body. So he can carry those Korean-style clothes well. Well that came from being an avid  footballer.

So while flipping the photos, I stumbled upon his family photo. In my opinion his parent is just average looking (well they've aged and gained some weight. Maybe both of then was once handsome and beautiful. Who knows?) but I noticed his siblings was also average. None look similar or as handsome nor pretty as him. I guess his brother is so-so too.

Well I can't be sure if they were indeed his blood family. I didn't not ask. But if they really are his family, I guess he has won the genes lottery. One would said a good looking child come from a good looking parent but if you get only the best qualities from the average-looking parent, you can be good looking too, right??

Anyway I keep on dreaming what would happen if he and I have a relationship. When I stumbled upon his family photo, suddenly I have a thought of what would his parent reaction, what would his siblings feel and so on. But of course this is very unlikely. I just hope I won't be the one who will severe his ties with his family. MEh, what a ridiculous thought.