Still, I went to the course because I've paid for it (talking about things that you will appreciate when you ARE PAYING for yourself). And also because Mr G is going to. Well Mr H didn't go. Too bad.
Anyway when I arrived the first thing that I search was of course Mr G.
Actually the event would always start later than the said time but if I came late, I'll have to seat in the front because all other places (including at the back) is filled. I know front seat is the best when studying but I think I would definitely be sleeping during the lecture so sleeping at the front seat would be an obnoxious scene. For the lecturer. LOLs
When I was there, the seat where Mr G sat, there is an empty space at the end of the row. So I was like the third person next to him. Quite a distance, but still it is a good spot to steal a glance towards him once a while. Haha
Anyway we don't talk much. And I felt so jealous cause he talks too much with the person next to him. Even though the person next to him is well known straight. Talking about wanting to be the who was controlling WTF.
At the end of the course, after the theoretical lecture, we were having practical session.
We all gathered around the lecturer, trying to have a good look at the demonstration. I was about to go in between these people, and when suddenly to my liking, no want was sitting behind Mr G. But too bad I foolishly brought my bag pack with we because I kept my wallet in it. I was unsure either to continue standing there or to put my bag at my seat because I am afraid other people would take the place.
Until, I felt that the bag was so annoying and hindering my moments (LOLS) so I went out to put my bag on the seat. I thought, "Oh what the hell. I will just push other people". Talking about willpower for slutiness.
But to my advantage, no one took my place behind Mr G. OMG so lucky!
When I was standing there, I don't really watched nor listened to what the lecturer said. Well I did heard some of them but mostly I was dreaming about what would I will be doing to Mr G.
I really like his type of body. At first I thought how to start making body contact. I just put my hand at his shoulder, pretending that I was using him to support me. Then I thought this is so abnormal because he was thinner than me so it seems that he can't support me well. And my hand felt awkward.
Then, I moved my hand from his right shoulder to his scapula. Oh my. I am taking advantage of him LOLs.
Then I thought WTF am I doing? So awkward! Then I put my hand away.
I have many thoughts back then. One of them about I want to hug him very very much! Than lean body... Oh my. I wanna hug him!! I don't care if I can't be with him, but I wish I could hug him!
But I still have to control myself. Well I got to control myself nevertheless.
When we were back at our seat, I quickly hold his forarm and the pretending that I wanted to make the procedure. Then I thought what the hell am I doing. Oh my so foolish. Well who else would you show your foolish side other than you love ones, and as my case, to my crush. LOL
Then we were on break, when everybody was doing the procedure to themselves or their friends. As for me, I am too
When everything has almost finished, I went back to my seat first, but I went from the other way then going to the middle. But then when I reached my seat, I realized Mr G was on the other ends trying to go to his seat. In other words, he was at my seat going into my direction, while I was going to his.
I was thinking OMG I am so foolish entering at the wrong way. So I need to went out from the row first then I will let Mr G to go in first. Well I wish we could have our butt touched when he passed behind me but I guess I am not that slutty enough.
When he saw me, he said "Boo!" like those Casper ghost would say. I was like what the hell is he doing. I don't understand actually but nevertheless I just gave out my fake laugh and enjoying looking at his face. OMG so cute. :-)
It could be he that he was trying to make a jokes (or scare me? -.-) to me but failed and then end up look like a fool. See, it makes me think does he purposely making those jokes or what? Isn't it cute if the really intended to do that the jokes was a failure? LOL
Sometimes the sign is so misleading. Making me thinking do I have a hope or do I not.
Now, that "Boo!" thing made my day, and I will remember that for quite sometime. :D
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