Caring

I need to prepare for my study group presentation. It is already 12 am. But never mind, procrastinating is the best policy. LOLs

So today I blurted out the whatsapp issues to Mr G. Well indirectly you can assume that I was saying things like, "Hey Mr G. I've been stalking your whatsapp for sometime and I realized that you've been whatsapp-ing frequently. So the question is, with whom?"

He don't have any classes today after the lecture. But I realized that he has been chatting in the whatsapp just around when the lecture is about to ends at 11:15 am. And then he chat at 2:15 pm. And his last chat was on 3:15 pm. And he stops there until now. Talking about devoted stalker. OK I just checked the whatsapp and his last chat was 11:20 pm T_T

Now I think I regretted coming too strong on him. Although I think I am glad he don't chat with whoever she/he is 24/7 (which then I could assume that he don't really in love with him/her), but then I thought maybe he just using the whatsapp to ask the other person to say, to get on her/his FB or YM or maybe Skype.

But then, I felt uneasy cause he chat lesser cause he was aware that I was watching him. Maybe I should just keep it to myself and poke it to him whenever the situation fits. And make a good laugh from it LOLs.

I think too much.

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Anyhow, last week we have an assignment about Beauty and the Beast. Before the presentation, some of the groups made a survey. On of the question was "do you think beautiful people will be treated better?"

Well, I do. Cause I do it too. LOLs

Seriously, sometimes I can be very good to somebody because he is cute. But it was not until I realized all my deeds went to the drain. Cause in the end not all of them know how to appreciate it. You will find that they don't think that you are not really significant to them. Worst, they might don't even realized you were there.

I am not very attractive I guess. But sometimes when I ask for favour, I got it. And there are some cases when suddenly a stranger approaching me making a small talk. I still remember when I was about to go out from a car, I push the car door without seeing if there are people coming.

An auntie was shocked and his face was like she was about to scold me. But I apologized (in a quite low voice) then her face turn into a very big smile. To be happy for myself, I think he smiled cause I cute lol please vomit now XP

But for Mr G, I think I want to do a favour for him. I guess he was not one of those who ungrateful. But really, what can I do?