He smiled...

...and complimenting my Japan tunic/genji that I was wearing. :)

I haven't see him for quite some time because his group has finished their round earlier. And because to go to the faculty just for the sake of listening to 1 hour lecture a day is so not worth it comparing the time one can stay and lie on the bed whole day (maybe skipping to take the bath LOL), so he (and the others) has been skipping the lectures.

And one can read the lectures from the notes.

Now it is my group turns to suffer a straight 3 consecutive days of afternoon clinical class -.-

Anyway last month during my trip with him, he jokingly said that he was angry with me because I always said things to him halfway. That is to say I thought of asking/telling him something so I said the beginning of the sentences but then I realized by question/story is stupid so I stopped myself. He told me I've been doing that for 3 times already.

But this morning when I greet him by saying, "Long time no see, Mr G?" *sarcasm*, he just smiled then said, "I heard that...". Then suddenly the professor came so he stopped his sentence.

By the end of the session I tried to ask him again what he would like to say actually, and even teased him NOT to say things halfway be like me LOL. But he has forgot. -______-

Usually he would say things that housemate told him. Like when I baked something, or buy something. But I do neither of those recently. Damn what would he say actually? ~.~

Somehow my heart felt like it has shrunk by wondering if he founds my blog?

Part of me want to come out to him but part of me reluctant because I don't want to destroy our friendship if the reaction is bad. But till now I think he was not homophobic. Maybe he does said things like, "what the recent news in the newspaper in Malaysia? Gay couple marriage?".

Again, I think it is bad if he really not homophobic because I read somewhere that a pure straight guys don't give a damn about homosexuals compared to those who 'pretend to be straight' because those pretenders felt insecure thus the extra bashing.