Chronicity

For two consecutive days I've seen Mr G at the lectures. But in that two days period of time, (except for yesterday) we have nothing much to talk.

I am so sad. Because we got nothing to talk about. We got so little in common. I like computers while he likes sports.. I felt very jealous with those who can talk a lot with him.

I always stalked his profile, and just now I saw that he post a picture on his wall and tagged other people.

For some reason, I think I have a very bad sickness. It turns into a serious chronic disease when I keep on wanting his attention. I wish he could liked some of my post on my wall. But then I seldom posted anything on my Facebook.

This morning we got some photoshot for the assignment group. I stand at the back, besides him. Our eyes don't met, and he seems reluctant to smile while posing for the picture. I thought maybe there was something troubling him.

So at that moment I thought, "ah fuck this!", so I went to other position. I decided it's better to try take a good photo rather that wanting to get his attention.

My face skin is troubling me nowadays. I felt so itchy and the tone is irregular. Does my magic soap doesn't work anymore??

Really, I need to get over this feeling. Or else my life would be a disaster.