It is the fasting month of Ramadhan. We have done with our exams, and now enjoying the moment before the result comes out while having the pre-internship.
Anyhow, I think now is the perfect time to do my postponed birthday party. Or rather, birthday break-fast. People are supposed to do birthday party to the birthday boy but I think for my batch it is the opposite (-.- ").
I have few close friends, those I've known them for 6 years. I've decided to treat them by eating out as they live far from my house.
I am planing to cook something for my birthday celebration for my other friends. The question now is who will be invited?
It is such a headache to think who I will I invite, who I will not. Because when I invites a person from a house, my conscience said that it would not be nice if I don't invite his housemates.
The rules is simple. Equivalent exchange. You treated me before, I'll treat you. So I guess those who don't treat me back after I treat them before, won't be invited.
I felt a bit hurt that some of the people that I treat before don't treat me back. I don't want to be calculative but really, if you treat me, I won't ask for the most expensive food.
On the other hand, the are a few people who I want to treat just because I like their looks (slut!).
I feel jealous of these people because they don't have to be polite and stayed being a jerk yet because people will still talks to them. I knew one of them who always complain. -.-
As for me, I need to work hard to please others (but I don't always do that anymore).
Talking about being calculative, I think all the above feeling comes because I am being stingy. But really, I am so jealous of those who don't really spends their money to please people but somehow people aware of their presence and will always invites them to every party.
I am suck at socializing. again.
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