Goodbyes

Yesterday I went to send my friends to the airport.  Between those friends that I sent, there was a guy whom I have a crush on.

This guys is quite mysterious. Not the kind of mysterious person who keep silent (introvert) and keep sitting at the corner but rather, he lives by himself once (as we all shared our rental house/apartments with housemates) and after a year he lives with the juniors.

For me it is mysterious. Because we all live with housemates, and will the people of our batch. But these days the later was not uncommon

What was interesting about him is he is quite good looking. But not really my taste because I like fairer man. He is a gym rat for the last two years (so the yummed body), and the junior that he lived with, are cute. One of them have a Korean look, totally my taste. I still can't forget how I act so stupid in a shop just because that junior was besides me =.=

I started to pay a bit attention to him because during the first year, there was a day, after a prayer, our eyes met and he was the one who ask my name first. I can't stop thinking why did that happen. Because I am nobody. And fat.

I think there could be something going on (read: I want to think that he is a PLU) because he goes to live alone once, and now live with the cute junior. Or rather I guess I want something to go on LOL

The sad part is I am not close to him because we are in the different group with a different schedule. But around the 3rd year and 4th year we start to talk a lot. I think I is because we were in a same group for what, I've forgot.

So after that moment he will greet me whenever our eyes met  he but sometime we just do like we don't know each other. Now that was another weird things.

Somehow I don't know how to react when I met him. But generally if our eyes met I will try make a small talk. Me being nice.

During the last moment before they went to the airport, we hugged. Something that I always look forward with those people that I like. (slut!)

I saw he was talking with my other friend then they hug. They are not that close. My hopes are so high to be hugged next.

I guess it was my fault asking if he will come back for graduation. He was quite stunned, and don't give an exact answer.The he just shake my hand =.= Maybe he was reluctant to tell because I am on the graduation committee. But I don't give a damn actually. I don't to my work well in the committee haha

Then he talks again with other people, as we were waiting for more people to come.

The, the real moment came. We all hugged. Finally. LOL again.

Anyhow, I still feels that my hug is so awkward. Haha. Maybe because the other people hugged just loosely but I want to hug closely. I hope the huggee (hugger and huggee, like employer and employee, get it??) don't feel weird or else I'm doomed

Anyhow I felt so warm after that.