Graduation

Praise to God, I've graduated. Yeay!!

Mixed feeling right now. Happy because it has finally ended, sad because I will need to separated with my friends (read: Mr G) and scared because I am so not ready getting into the work life.

I am also angry to myself because I sat at the back, as I got low cGPA.

And the university couldn't be more meaner when they gave different plate size and colour. According to your pointer. I got the smallest, that looks like a medal. pfft!

My spirit was at the lowest. I mean can I be a doctor? Or should I change my profession somewhere in the future?

And my mother makes a naive mistake asking why you don't get those big plate?? Where's yours? -.-

In a silver lining, one of my diligent batchmate, whom I know her being so interested in medicine. She even used her holiday by doing elective in the hospital. But I am surprised that she sat not so far from me. Hmm...

I guess for her cGPA means nothing. I am sure she will be a excellent physician someday albeit not getting 3.00 and above.

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In the meantime, I gave Mr G dedication chocolates.

I thought it would be a some sort of awkward moment, like he would wonder out of all people, why I gave it to him. So I thought maybe I would at least continue flirting with him, or if I dare enough, confess my feeling to him.

But it didn't. By the slip of fate my other friend who received my dedication was standing near. He flocked nearer, thanking me and all (your are welcome) and when Mr G asked, "did you gave the chocolate to everyone?"

I would say, "only to you, my precious", but instead I blurted, "I gave it to those I called as my friend". Damn it. Still so corny lols

It was quite funny that after that suddenly Mr G said to me to say to my father that he felt sorry because after my father making a conversation with him in the plane, after a moment Mr G went to the toilet, but later on, Mr G sat at the empty seat behind my father. I mean Mr G deliberately escaping from talking with my parent haha.

But I don't mind. Me myself realized my father could be a bit boring sometime. (biased me) :P

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Anyhow, I still couldn't get over the fact that Mr G is taller than me. Other than he maybe a bit allopecic, everything about him is fine. Darn it!!

And I also realize I am height conscious. -.-

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Anyhow I have graduated. And my parent was present here. That's all that matters. :)

Still, I just feel like it was only yesterday I first got cheated by the locals. Haha. *sigh*