Bitter friend

That is me.

Got an iMessages from an old friend. Whom I know in 2006, because he lived in front of my student apartment.

I used to be closed to him, until I realized he don't really take me seriously.

Like, he make a substantial effort to give presents to my other friends, even have the gut to ask me to bring them their present to them, when I am the one who makes the effort of visiting him. I also embraced the 4 hours journey, on a precious holiday which we seldomly gets.

Thus my obsession of trying to improve my appearance, as those gift-receivers, are good-looking. And that was the time I get brainwashed, by myself, with the thought that people with good looks gets better treatment. They don't really need to do anything, they just makes small talk, smile a bit, then people will fall upon them.

At that time I thought OK, it's my turn to deliver the gift, can't wait what would I get when it was my birthday.

But nothing. Na-da.

Seriously.

And things got annoying in my side when he texted me saying he missed all of us (because he went to other university) and then, he keep bugging me asking about other well-being.

Slut. Haha.

Unfortunately for me, I bought an iPhone so suddenly he contacted me through the iMsg. Urgh.

The most infuriating part was he always always sent a random message to me, but when I replied, he just keep silent. WTF!!

On top of that, he is the kind of person who easily distracted. I mean at one time I was talking to him but then I realized he was not listening, or worst, when suddenly another jerk coming out of nowhere, asking his question, he quickly replied to him. Fuck!

Karma is a bitch. Even when you are not on the receiving part. I mean, I really want to ignore him completely, because as I remember, value-wise, he does not gave me anything at all.

I'd rather call our relationship as an acquaintance than a friend.

But then, I wonder if I'm doing it, would other do it to me? Well I guess I don't neglect anybody so I should not worry. But (again) this conscience of mine, is so strong.

So in the iMsg, he was asking me a favour, just asking about some information on tourism of my place of study. Spam with texts.

I thought of ignoring him, or if I am evil enough, would say, "why ask me? Ask those whom you've sent the present. I am just a nobody. I am not an information counter".

But again my conscience kick me hard. I attend the message.

Then again, he made me mad. He don't even say thanks!! Damn it.

Rude person. Very very rude.