Trip to the East coast

Dedicated to Mr G. Well of course my meeting with him was not that dramatic, and I don't noticed him until I was in 4th year. But this song really speaks my heart. The part "I want to take care of him"

I just went back from the east coast trip. Attending batchmates' wedding, and also visiting friends.

I am so tired, but satisfied

The highlight of the trip was of course, meeting Mr G. Haha.

I was so anxious at first.

But the lady luck smiled at me. As I still don't have my driving licence, Mr G was driving me. Driving us actually. It was a long trip, so they take turns to drive. Me? Sitting at the back like a boss hahaha.

I can't stop imagining that I am Mr G partner sitting besides him while driving. Offering him junk food, drinking water or making conversation to prevent him being sleepy. Or maybe holding hands all through out the journey.

One of my best moment was when we have one-on-one talk. We were three in the car, but that other person just finished his turn for driving, so he was sleeping.

It was nothing serious. I was just asking about Mr G childhood. And he was so happy explaining it to me. Haha.

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Anyhow, I think Mr G is in a relationship.

Whenever he was free, he chatted on his whatsapp. And I saw the name. It is a girl.

Well, at least I can still see him.

I think I will see him again if we have the same interview date.

Although, I am frustrated because I am unable to hug Mr G before he leaves.

It was Mr G's fault! He shakes my hand too soon. And when I was shaking then hugging everyone else at the car, he did shake and hug my other friend then he just went to sit on the driver's seat and busy preparing to drive. I can't even make an eye contact with him.

I just say, "I'll be going now Mr G. Have a safe journey, and see you again.".

He gave a short reply. Then that was it. T_T

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I saw Mr H too. It thought it was only me noticed it, but Mr H is a bit chubby, as said by other people too hahahaha.

My H finally combed his hair to the front. Not the usual split middle. Funny things was I don't realized it and he makes an effort to ask me if I noticed it. Sorry Mr H, as the star of the show (read: Mr G) was here, I don't see other people anymore. But after a moment I do realized that style made you look like a brat, or an annoying person hahaha.

We were hugging saying goodbye. He mention to me "good bye and don't cry" but I felt so sad to be separated form them and got a teary eyes, for a split second. OK more than a second actually.

I am glad no one noticed. I think.

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My brother said I need to go to my friend's wedding so they will go to mine later.

But I guess I don't have really high expectation for that.


My house is remote, and I am not really close with many people. And those close people, I think they are going to be busy.

And I also have felt hurt before for expecting people too much.

I think it will be going to be just my relatives and the villager. Hahaha.

I don't care really. My trip this time is to visit friend. We were being away for just 1 month. Hahahaha