Calculative

Today is 19 September. I promised to my friend that I'll visit him at the capital after 16 September.

But after the recent event mentioned in my previous post, I am not sure anymore.

I think I need to revise my friendship.

That friend who lives in the capital don't really do anything significant to me.

But he did to others.

It has been 5 years, but I still remember that he bought souvenir t-shirts for two of my friends for their birthday, but none for me.

I seriously think that they get the present because they are better looking than me.

I mean how come when you went to a place, you specially remembered to buy two t-shirt for your other friend, but you don't remember mine?

And you even have the guts to ask me to deliver the t-shirt, when I am the one who takes the trouble to visit you? In the capital. 4 hours of traveling.

That's it. I can't get over it. I am not going. And I am wondering if he would asked me if I will. Let see if he cares enough.