I'm just cool like that

Anyhow I think I don't care anymore.

Furthermore, I think that friend would definitely feels that other than that project's benefits to only fills the slot during the graduation dinner, and to some extend, being one of the last moment of us in here, I think that will be it.

And I should always knew that that friend only take things seriously regarding the matters of just academic. Which I should do also.

I am one that hard to get upset but I am easily cooled. Maybe that was the reason people always take advantages on me. And I can't stand not talking to the people that I've been close too.

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Mr R is acting weird. Haha

I've only gone for jogging about 3-4 times a week, and now because of my video project, I don't go anymore. But tonight I am planning to go.

I was talking to Mr R in our game chat. And he asked me what did I do nowadays (didn't know he would care lol)

So I told him I have been gone jogging.

And when it was his turn to make the video, I went to his house.

Last time I went, he was sleeping with only a strip of clothes covering the area between his belly button and thigh. I wonder if he slept naked. Haha.

And that day, as usual, he just woke up. And he was wearing only boxers. OMG.

It is weird really because I am not feeling any lust to steal more looks. Maybe I was tired because I have masturbated that morning (lols again) I was making the video. And also I kept avoiding staring because well, that would be weird.

I don't see any six pack because he is hairy. Quite hairy for a fair person.

When I saw him in that way I gave his a remarked, "OMG, you are naked!! What a sight!! My eyes OMG!! OMG!!"

He was a bit drowsy, silent at first then just smiled then said, "yeah. I know. I should've covered it now but still I don't"

OK did he just do that to show off? To flaunt himself to me? haha dreaming again Soy Bean?

Anyhow, I went out of his bedroom, then he closed the door. I was talking with his other housemates while he was getting ready.

While I was sitting at the sofa alone, he came then kept poking my chest. He said, "so you have been working out?? Looking nice. You are so hardworking".

Really? He noticed something?? Honestly I don't feel a thing. I mean I still feel fat as a pig. Even my chest muscle is still flat.

So that makes me thinks. Did he just caress me?? LOLs.

Why is he making those weird signs?? or it is just me? Hahaha