Awkward

Just came back from the trip to Mr R's house (but in actuality I stayed at our other friend's house, who happened to be located at the back of Mr R's house).

Some mixed feeling about that trip, but I'll wrote about that later. It is written already

Anyhow, did you know that I have the best dream ever?? Can you guess?

*kriik kriik kriiik* (crow's sound. you think you got so many reader meh?)

I was laying besides Mr G, who was shirtless, and his hand was at my back.

I was shirtless too, and for some weird reason, my brain gave me this sensation of our bare skin touched together, like sticky (well I am sure the weather in my dream is hot and humid. Malaysia, what do you expect lols)

OMG.

But nothing sexual happen. We were just like cuddling. I felt so nervous. And happy. And warm, Because Mr G was the one who initiate all of that. Bahahaha.

But something awkward happened.

It was me. I somehow felt awkward. I don't know. Mr G keep on asking me to be beside him, but I hesitated .

Even if this things happen in real life, there is a lot of chances that I will walk away from this situation.

I don't know. Maybe because it is my nature to get discreet about this stuff. And to get easily suspicious.

But, who really know right? Like a sleepy person who gets a pillow, I guess if it does happen in real life, OMG!! I am so in cloud nine.