Distance

Finally after a few days, since the last time I went to meet him, I saw Mr R online in the game.

However, I felt weird.

I felt distance. For some reason, he did not as talkative as he was.

Well, in actuality, I think we don't have much to talk. Or rather, it always be me who begin the talk.

So tired -.-

And, honestly, I find that he became more annoying days by days. Like a jerk.

Maybe he was just joking but.. I don't like that because I am easily feeling emotional (read: sensitive)

Tomorrow I got a wedding of my ex high school classmate. Damn I felt quite awkward because I haven't seen him like 7 years. And I always thought that he is PLU because once in high school he make touchy jokes (and I replied the jokes) but then I guess maybe he does not.

I felt awkward to go alone so I thought of inviting my best friend. But then I am feeling concious as my best friends is effeminate, so do I (used too).

But then what the hell. IMO it is better than going alone.