Back again

After unsuccessful attempt to go back to my hometown on the morning of the CNY eve, finally today, I drove the car three hours straight from KL to my hometown.

It was my first time to do so. If this was a game, I should've unlocked my achievement badges by now.

Anyhow, I still can't stop thinking about Mr R. Not sure why. Albeit he is not the nicest person. Maybe because we talk a lot before, but now we don't anymore. He no longer messages me nor invite me in the online game. I felt a bit longing. Could he distanced himself from me?

I regretted no doing the good bye hug when I leave from his neighbourhood last time. I am afraid to initiate it. So we have a handshake instead. But I do held his hand longer than normal.

Anyhow, as soon as I touched my house, suddenly I felt stressed again. And keep on reminding myself to get out from this house as soon as possible.

The love and hate relationship with parents.

Can't wait for my induction letter. But then, I need to refresh my medical knowledge before starting to work.