I think maybe I have jinx it for being too excited.
Haish.
On a side note, I felt a bit relieved.
I've gained weight since my unemployment so I am so ugly that I wish I don't have to go out.
Maybe that was the first and the last time I saw you, Mr R.
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Another story, my parent and I were taking care of my brother's son. High functioning autism with Aspenger's syndrome.
I once, tried to study him, tried to understand him, but it is a hard work.
Also, due to my upbringing, I am not sure which method is right.
My parent is strict. So maybe we, their children is what people said, "successful" with career and all, but our inside, is damage. In a way.
So, now, I am becoming more hostile to my nephew. As I am tired to try to talk to him, explaining things and all.
I mean, why we should bother to listen to all his tantrum, this what was called in psychology of bad behavior, "enabling" him??
Well, I know my way is wrong, if not totally wrong.
But I am speechless. I have great respect for his mother.
Maybe, this is what was known as "natural selection". Only the strongest in a certain circumstances can strive. If they try to keep the less fit to strive, well the problem will come sooner or later.
Oh my I am turning into a psychopath. :-O
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