Gardening

The page view is so sad. Well I have been commenting less to people's blog, as I am aware my post is getting nonsensical by day. Well, as long as I have the place to let it out.

There is nothing about my relationship in this post today.

Just I want to say that, today I have been gardening for two consecutive days. It is not the typical pretty girl gardening, like the one you see in the movie/series, where the gardener was wearing a big hat with shades, in a well kept garden, just snipping some branches here and that, and picking the vegetables etc.

This is serious gardening. More like farming. Except that it was done at my backyard.

I need to weed using a hoe. I was practically moving the soil while cutting the weed to move them away. So tiring.

I am feeling frustrated when one of my PLU friend said he loves gardening and wish to do it when I complaint about it. He even said I should be grateful. Bluergh. I felt so tired.

Yesterday I did the major gardening. Because I WANT TO. I need some exercise after all.

But today, my body was a little bit aches. My muscles are sore. But then, my mother force me to do it again.

Oh my god. Even when I jog, I rest for a day.

But I just sleep in for two hours, until my mother screaming for me to get out of bed. lols.

Anyhow, I was gardening half-heart-ly. The I took a peek at my mother, because honestly while I was having my sleep-in, I heard the hoe sound.

She has been working since 7:30 am. Non-stop.

The I realised, why did she work so hard? With no gloves what-so-ever. I mean, even myself, I put some gloves, run from the sun etc.

Doesn't she wanted to be pretty? Or at least take care of her skin etc?

The it struck me. My mother never really took care of herself. She don't try to be pretty.

And me, of course I have some of her genes.

OH MY GOD. So depressed

But really, I pitied her. She should be resting around doing facial and having massages.

Hmmm...