to what extend

I am feeling so bored. But needy. I need someone to hug.

I have been living in my house for a month I think. I seriously need to get out. But I am lazy just like that lols.

Anyway,

I was at the kitchen doing house chores when Mr R sent me a chat message in the League of Legends. He ask for a quick game. But I was late like 10 minutes. He was gone.

Darn it!

I sent some message, in the game client, and Facebook. He was online but he did not reply my messages.

I just played alone.

He replied the message saying he was away playing Fifa. And then he needs to go out.

FIFA. and other sports games like PES.

These are the canyon that separating me and my crushes.

I am not sure why. I play games, but I don't prefer sports games.

But these people love sports games so much, as they love the real games.

I can't talk with them about the football teams, as there are too many and too confusing and I don't get it how one choose which team they wants? I mean I understand if one support their state team but the European league? You are commenting and criticize like a boss but then those player don't hear you, and you don't even do them any good. You don't pay them. In any means.

I do try to watch the game sometimes but it seems I get distracted easily. With the handsome muscular player and their short shorts. LOLs

Anyhow, I think I want to learn playing the sports game. As my siblings are also crazy about them.

But I don't know. It is quite hard to be somebody else.

Last time I played, these people bullied me. Sobs sobs.

To what extend one can change for love? I for sure love things to be easy. Hmm..