Weird

I am now so clueless. With my GF.

She wrote on her twitter good bye a week ago, but then she started to tweet yesterday, then extensively today.

I ask my straight friend for advice. He said woman on period will act weird.

So I heed his advice, as I myself thinks this is a nuisance. So, I ignored her.

Then, today I tweet her. She replied, saying things like 'this is not P, but her slaves'. Then I ask 'really?'. I played on then asked, 'since when and where is she?'. She replied, 'since so long', then said, 'her master was asleep'. I replied again, 'oh my she slept so early like kids'. Then ask when she will wake up.

Then there is no reply. I looked at her profile. It shows she wrote she need to sleep.

OMG!!

Does she left me just like that?? Really? Went to sleep without saying good byes?

I wonder of it is true it was not her. I mean, the language does felt like it was not her.

I am bit frustrated.

But then. I don't really care. A bit sad actually.

I think we are falling apart.

Maybe I was destined to be alone till old age. If I found a gay mate, it would be a hard life for me either.

I do realize I may only love her as a friend. Because I realize that I can't tolerate her flaws and ickiness.

I think, deep my heart, I can live without her.

Like I can throw her whenever the situation calls it.

Not like Mr R. I foolishly stand with his peeves, and even bother to wasting time starting to play online multiplayer games so that I can meet and play with him again.

Oh my. This is serious.

I am not really sure what to do at this moment.

Should I confronted her?

Should I just let it be?

But IMO she should not act this way. She don't deserves it. Who she think she is? I mean if I go away from this relationship, she is the one who will suffer the most.

She is a girl, and a girl value receded in accordance to age. Like gay-men *gulp*

Really? Holding grudge? Just because I rarely SMS her first? At least I was there to reply to all  her messages. Never once missed.

Ok I need to confront her. Someday.

See, this procrastination is serious.

Maybe it is true that I don't love her deep enough. Well I can't. She might be pretty, but she is not handsome.

Will I be single?? Oh my. I get a bit depressed when seeing people get married.

Oh my oh my. What should i do???