Aloof

There are moments when I want to be a girl so badly.

Like during the trip mentioned before, there was this one time, I was asked to fill up the motorcycle tank.

Honestly, I never fill up the tank at the petrol station because well I don't have a motorcycle driving licence and my father prohibit me from riding anything unless I got the licence.

But I once filled the car tank.

I pulled the trigger but the petrol doesn't came out.

Then a sudden awkward after I kept on pulling the trigger as nothing happen.

When I released the trigger, then pulled again, finally the petrol came out.

My friends, including Mr R was laughing.

OMG. I was so embarrassed.

This is a perfect moment for me, if I was a girl. A innocent cute girl who don't know how to pump the petrol in. Ok maybe not so cute with my look.

Still, my friends keep on bashing me for being a n00b. Duh~!

On other occasion, I was proven to be braver than Mr R because I tried the scary ride while he did not. He  is a chicken! Bahahahaha

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Actually there is a reason for me suddenly writing here.

Mr R out of nowhere, message me on the Facebook.

Well I have been thinking of him lately, with his cute brothers and all. Opss.

Also one of the moment I wished I was a girl, so I could be the sister-in-law for his brother.

Anyhow, I am so glad. Quite surprised really because well, I don't have much to talk.

Turn out he was nagging about Mr F behaviors for getting annoyed easily.

I mean, well Mr F was known as a person who complaints a lot. But I just take it as a pinch of salt as the complain was not about me, nor related to me.

Does that mean, I am so pleasant to be with??

And by the end of the conversation, he said "sweet dream" and "good night babe". That was weird. And it does not end with "haha" which signify it was not a joke.

Could he fell with me? Well he is so homophobic but then, people who are homophobic may actually be the homosexuals-in-disguise.

In our trip together he kept on making jokes saying I have made a bad and rushed decision wanting to be with my girlfriend.

He even rides with me on the motorcycle.Of course the reason was "I was heavier" and he claimed that he was the most experienced rider.

And there's the "anal" conversation.

I am thinking too much again.