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Sunday, January 20, 2013
Law of attraction
I just got my licence just the night before the New Year, and now I have drove around KL. OK maybe only to the Jalan Duta, around Wangsa Maju and a little bit before Bulatan Pahang.
It was a very nice feeling. Like I have grown a wing. So long public transport muahahaha!!
Anyway, as I was feeling bored, I was thinking to make a surprise visit to Mr F, as I haven't seen nor heard about him since 3 weeks ago.
And his father has eagerly invited me to go to their house.
But when I google map-ed his address, the google maps didn't find it. What a shame. I know I should have call him but then I think it would be too troublesome, in addition that if he describe the roads and the landmarks, I won't know about it as I can easily get lost and went onto the wrong intersection as I was following the Mr GPS.
And it would be a shame if I said I want to go to his house but I didn't arrive as I got lost. Bahahahaha.
I was also feeling tired from jerking off last night.
My decision was right because I have a terrible headache that evening.
So, as I was resting and charging my phone in the evening, I got a Facebook notification saying Mr F sent me a message
OMG!! I just thought about him that afternoon but now he is messaging me? What a coincidence. Law of attraction? When you think about others, that person will think about you?
(so I quickly thought about my crushes Mr R and Mr G at that moment)
Turn out, he was bitching that I don't invite him to my trip of playing bowling.
Oh my. The first thing that happened after reading those messages was, I visioning Mr R's chatting texts inside my head on how he dislike Mr F's attitude.
The overly emotional attitude.
Well I do thought of inviting him but then I don't know, I guess he don't ask around so why should I care right?
After all, (as I just remembered) he had some issues with the bride, the wedding that we went before we went to bowl.
And my instinct was right that when I asked why he was silent in the Facebook and why he don't ask around, he said he thought people (read: I) would invited him.
OMG. Who do you think you are???
I do felt a bit guilty because he was the one who planned about our trip to Mr R's grandmother's house.
But being nice, I just gave some scolding, nag a bit then gives some encouraging words. Bahahaha.
I still haven't watched the law of attraction video eventhough I have downloaded it ages ago. I am not sure if they said when we missed someone, that someone will missed us back, or it is the other way around? Like if you hate somebody, you just gonna met that person again and again?
But in my situation, I am not sure. I felt that when I don't give much damn as I used before to the people, they give a damn to me, to some extend. I think.
Well I just going to enjoy this feeling while it last.
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